Everytime i come back to this page, trying to type something new into the blog, my mind would just go blank. Its not that i do not want to update this page, but i just go err err *poof*, TOTALLY blank when i wanted to type something intellectual.

Sounds like i do not have ideas for posts, nevertheless the next stage in my NS career have come and gone past me. I am currently posted somewhere in the north, hidden behind a innocent looking golf course. Most of the time is staring at the computer screen and trying to look like i am extremely busy when i am actually not. I still got caught at times to do some minor tasks like fetching mails and such.

Oh well, i shall not complain. When man complains of too much work, they would yearn for a slacker vocation, Once you get to the freeloading dream vocation, one would complain of too little things to do. This vicious cycle never ends. i do miss the times where i would stare into nothing right after a long day under the sun, whining to everyone that come along, but i do not miss the training and the endless preaching i done to my mind DURING the training.

I can’t get the best of both worlds, so i shall not complain. Everything has its good and bad, learn to love the good and ignore the bad.

One of the good thing would be how light i felt in a long while. Anyone got that growing up feeling where you felt that you are bearing more responsibilities, more bills to pay and more expectations to meet. I am pretty sure everyone around me is feeling that. I used to think once i get my grad cert from RP. REALITY STARTS NOW! but hey, i aren’t feeling any of that sinking feeling. I clear everything  i could, everything before me are options. I am open to practically anything.

and what should i do?

15th May

most torturing 51mins of my life. I can’t even remember what is going through my mind at that time, just lying down straight after i cross the finish line. After that its just smiling from ears to ears. Now that i am left with one more test to go, this coming week is going to be one of the best week ever. =)

Apart from that burst of every particle of my energy to complete the test on friday, nothing much have been going on. Star Trek seems like a must watch summer movie to catch on saturday, both of us decided on Vivocity and Carls Junior, but the tickets are already selling fast for all the primetime slots, leaving 22:00 timeslot or later.

Guess we will catch it on the next coming weekend. Her exams are coming like real soon, on the week after we pass out on friday, so can’t be celebrating too much.  Got to book in like soon. Laters guys.


Currently i am attending a course at PLC, which is both mentally and physically torture, everyday is just pushing my body to the limit, and our grand finale is really a mindfcuk just by saying the name.

All in all, i have faith everyone will just pass out together, meet up someday and still laugh over what we have done for the past 3 months. No doubts they will probably be one of my closest friends i will ever have in the army, provided we keep in contact, but considering we are a vey small family, we won’t drift apart that far. Enough of all the brotherhood thingy, I managed to squeeze some time out to post something on the blog is mainly because i feel like writing something on it. 🙂

Not that i am a extremely busy person, just that i don’t know what to do when i come online, u might see me online for a few hours straight, but i am just staring at the same old websites; Facebook, Gmail and probably another few other blogs that i still follow. I don’t even bother to keep track of my feeds already, there are too many of RSS feeds for me to read, that its impossible to digest everything in my weekends. The rest of the time? just going outside to eat some nice good food (in my sense, anything is far better than cookhouse food.)

Hey! come think about it, does anyone come over to my blog and notice that i am actually writing something here, well might not be at this particular moment, because they think i am neglecting this space already. but HEY! i think writing journal is a chore.

HAHA. i know i am contridicting myself. ciaos.

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1000 Hours

Civilian life have taken over my Army mood. This is a good thing, because i will not nag to mandy over what torturous training i have just went through. Just when i am settling down (slacking most of the time), my posting is going to come out tml at 1000 hours. Anticipation is definitely there, though i roughly know where will i be reporting to on monday. Still good luck to everyone. (:

My DS charger died on me for the second time, and i haven been using the charger for more than half a year. It happened on a average day when i am surfing the net. Underneath my desk is my charging DS (with the adaptor duh), laptop power adaptor, modem power adaptor and speaker power adaptor. Is that too much of a stain?

FYI: DSi is cracked already, and available in SG… somewhere somehow. The only burning question would be why didn’t they allow trade ins? HAHA. Get to sleep already.

Botak news

Botak Tay was on haitus till i find the mood to write about something, its actually more on the army-makes-u-stupid bug working on me. Ever since i on my computer for the first time i came back from my bmt confinement, i don’t know what to do on it. it’s like i spend 3 years in RP for nothing. I have no topic except for army stuffs to talk about, my gf is sick of me talking about it and i don’t know what to do about it. lol.

Now that i have pop’ed from tekong, life seems to be reverting back to normal, my schedule filled up from thursday to saturday, meetups with RPSC/OSG friends, tanglin SA reunion, and the most important of all. i get to see my girl without worrying that i would have to book in the very next day.  (:

She been helping me to keep the blog alive, and i am thankful for it! this site can be another channel for me to find out how random she is which also reminds me of a lame joke she told me on the train back home yesterday.. geez. alot of things happened over the past few days, and i am sure its not easy for the both of us. i must admit both of us say things without thinking to each other, making the situation awkward or even to the extent of getting irritated easily!

Ever since she mention this to me a few weeks back, i told myself to prepare for any worst situation that could happen, and this few days almost reach the point of bursting. Thinking through the past few days, i must admit that i did some right things and also some wrong things, but i can’t fall, because i am the only one who can be by her side to ensure that everything is alright.

everything is really alright, there is nothing i can’t overcome. be strong.

back !

Looking at the date of the last entry plus the ‘niam-ing’ of BFF I guess I have to update a lil with the fact that Recruit Tay is not around to update . Recruit Tay FINALLY pass his IPPT last week and he’s so happy with it. yes, he failed his sit up by ONE and you guys can say how come? but taking into the fact that he’s so skinny, i guess it’s pretty normal that skinny guys don have much muscles in their stomach. Thus, i mus say GOOD JOB BABY ! xD

Oh ya, he will be POP-ing on this coming Wednesday after 3 months of intensive trainin, but this time each recruit is only given 2 ticks unlike that time when we sent him off we were given 5 ticks. Brandon won’t be able to join us =(( so i guess sld be going with his mum ba?

I cant wait for his POP to come and his block leaves and and im going to skip classes next week on Thurs and Fri ! =p oh ya, recently, i’ve got a good catch up with my BFF and im enjoying it.She taught me alot of things especially on beauty and she’s really so great that I don have to say much she also know what im thinking. 8 years not for nothing huh though there is a 1 year or smt break ? LOL ! I love her thou !

❤  BFF ! 1 year ago? xD

My Boyfriend ! MY LOVE !


Lesson is so boring ! Problem is so boring ! Tuition later is so boring ! Presentation later is boring ! EVERYTHING IS SO BORING ! =( i want my dearest ! yeah he’s going to book out tml at 12pm but have to go to the stupid Science Centre for donnoe what f*** !



BY RIGHT dearest should be with me now but why am i staying at home waiting for his call instead? =( he can only book out tml afternoon and back on Sunday evening ! SIAN ! dearest, i miss u so badly ! =(

Wee ! Recruit K H Tay will be booking out tml evening after 2 weeks of intensive training ! I seriously cant wait for it ! first time for not seeing him for bloody 2 weeks =(

Fer and I are going to fetch our dear tml at Pasir Ris and are ready to surprise them with stuffs ! but sad thing is no intimitate acts when they are in full uniform =(

Till then, we shall wait for the pics to be uploaded after he’s botak. Below is the before ! =)